Sunday, July 11, 2010

Decisions...

I let myself fall,
because you said you would teach me to fly.
I let myself fall,
Because you promised to be by my side.

But that was a long time ago.
You let me fall,flat on my face.
You let me fall,
and you left without a trace!

I picked my self up,
got brused along the way..
tired and lonely..
i decided not to wait.

And when i turn to walk away..
you come back asking me to stay?!

I just want you to know.
what i felt for you before,
was true, was real.
You said you've changed.
You said this time you'd stay.

But im sorry..
I'v decided to go my way.

[Written on 7/11/2010]


Tuesday, April 06, 2010

confusion.

Why is it so hard to let you go?
why cant i say good bye?
why do i want to wait...
hoping...
just giving it one more shot..
hoping...
for a miracle.

You say u'v changed..
and i know you think you hav..
but your still the same..
may be worse.

all i want to do is fall in love with you.
all i want is to know you'l b ther for me.
All i want is you.

but the more i want us to last..
the more i realise you were never mine to start with.
you promised me the world.
you said you'd b with me forever
you said you'd b there.
You said alot of things.

When you told me you liked me...
you made me a promise.
a promise i was hoping you would keep.
but as time went on
i realised it could never happen.

why is it so hard for me to say good bye
when i know that that is all thers left to say?
Why do i keep waiting ?
hoping youd wake up one morning
and look at me like im all you will ever need?

All i want is for you to want me
the same way i want you.
All i want is you.

Each time i tell you this
you deny it and say im stupid.
If this was untrue..
why do i feel this way?
why do i feel
that im just in your way?

You told me you dont want to fall in love.
You told me it was just a waste of time.
you told me that you would find someone else.

But evry time i try to move away
you pull me back.
you tell me to stay.

I am confused.
I am afraid.
For i am falling in way to deep.
and i know not if you feel the same for me.

if this is not what you want.
tell me,
before i lose my mind.
Tell me, before its too late.

All i want is to fall in love.
All i want is for you to want me the same way i want you.
All i want is for you to look at me and see the only person you want to be with.
All i want is for you
to want me.