Like a cancer.

Those thoughts, they're back again
Like a virus, like a cancerous being
Back to haunt me
Pulling me into the darkness
Pulling me in too deep

Those thoughts, they're back again
heavy and hard, like a boulder
Crushing my lungs
Pulling me into the darkness
Making it hard for me to even breathe

I cant keep doing this
I cant keep fighting it
I think I'me getting too weak

Those thoughts, they're back again
Without any warning,
Taking over, like the waves of the sea.

Those thoughts, they're back again.
Taking over, trying to drown me in my sleep.

Those thoughts, they're back again.

I wish I could vanish.

I wish I no longer had to be me.

[Written on 14/10/2014]